Wednesday, February 16, 2011

You can't blame us



" We didn't know who we were til we got here. We thought we were something else"


Robert Stone in Dog Soldiers





As a heterosexual man with a bit of a fetish for girls stuff, when I go to bed at night and remove my clothes including my girl stuff, and find myself hugging my diminutive but nonetheless very real breasts, and missing my latest bed companion who in the last couple of years has always revealed a little something extra underneath when she takes down her panties. I gotta say to Mr Stone... Wow... too true!

He was talking about Vietnam and unpleasant revelations of self. Me .. well.. I am not so horrified by what I have become so much as .... chagrined. I mean Whats up with that? It's one thing to always be the last to know, when we are talking about where the party is. But to be so ... shall we say mis-informed about one's true self... well that can be a little chagrin-ing.

I recently was delighted to see that Bea, the Raymond Chandler of feminization fantasies has begun a blog, and re-established a central place for her stories.

I am of the age and type where stories.. vividly rendered sexual fantasies, were important in satisfying the needs that remained unfulfilled when i pursued my normal boy loves girl dating life. Miss Bea didn't write those stories like Miss High Heels! but later when I came upon her wonderful stories I found myself returning to them again and again... A vivid fantasy reveals something of who we are I suppose, and so those stories of males..slowly but inevitably feminized by wonderful dominant Women were mirrors to reveal to me a hungry boy with aching loins looking at a dim refliection of what? Or perhaps I am just going on as I will.
For sissy boys like me, those stories were hot hot hot.
But don't take my word for it. If your taste runs to forced fem, well put on a clean pair of panties and maybe a pad dear.
Try Maid Machiavelli. Imagine if you were David! Would his delicious fate be your own?
Or are you something else?

1 comment:

  1. I'm Bea - and complimented all to hell. I'm new to blogs - and just got contacted by Belinda - who I met at Mrs. Silk's Chat room some years ago. I even tried to become a follower of Belinda - but it doesn't seem to have taken.

    If you read this Belinda? Thank you a ton!

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